Weekly checkup!! Week 17
By - ApplebeesFangirl
Life still sucks.
Still clean from cutting but not different kinds of self harms.
Trying to fall asleep but keep on getting notifs.
What about you?
Hey, I’m sorry ur having trouble staying clean. If you ever need help, my dms are always open or you can check the wiki if you don’t feel like talking. 💕 For the notification thing, if you have an iPhone there’s this really cool sleep feature were you can assign yourself a bedtime and every notification will be silenced (no vibrations either) Also, it’s has really nice alarms like birds chirping
Aight I'm Android but still thank you.
Oh, it actually looks like android has a bedtime mode too, I guess it’s just more complicated. Here’s instructions on how to enable it [link](https://www.google.com/amp/s/www.pocket-lint.com/phones/news/google/153311-how-to-set-up-google-s-bedtime-mode-and-sunrise-alarm-on-your-android-phone.amphtml)
Hey, it's been a bit since I participated in one of this. Anyways, thank you for posting them and in general for being such an awesome human being, hope everything's going well
I'm kinda stressed bc finals and I have a lot (like A LOT) of homework, but I finally started a proper psychology process last week. I got diagnosed with anxiety (previously it was just social anxiety, I'm not sure if this is better or worse lol) and I'm gonna do some tests in order to confirm or deny a depression diagnostic. I hope next session I'll be able to talk about my ADHD.
I've been yeeting "frequently", and I've been going deeper everytime. For some reason I want big scars but my body heals well, so usually I just get small ones or not at all. It scares me, last 2 times I've needed stitches but I'm too scared to go to the hospital so I slapped some butterfly bandages and well, it kinda worked. Still, it scares me that I'm going deeper everytime, and that anything less than that makes me feel invalid.
It's a good thing that you are able to get diagnosed! That means you are able to work through this with a professional which can help a lot.
As for the going deeper, please consult a doctor if it's necessary. It's a really scary thing, but so important. Butterfly bandages help too, but a doctor is always the way better option. Infections are really dangerous and almost killed me.
If you want to talk about this more, my DMs are always open! <3
I am back to doing my full-blown self-harm. Life is difficult, loving life does not seem to be enough. I try so hard, but nothing seems to be enough.
I understand how you feel. Feeling like your efforts never pay off. It's tough. But please don't stop trying! You will find a healthy coping method that works for you eventually. Recovery is never linear. My DMs are always open if you need some support! And please try to be as safe as possible <3
I think I really messed up, this time... ty <3