I seriously just need a place to rant about this. I got diagnosed at 30w with GH and they do weekly appointments and NSTs for baby plus I have to do home BP reads twice a day. I was handling it better at first but now that my home reads have started to rise (33w today) I’m a complete freaking mess. I’m scared to go to work, appointments, be alone, and have cried at least once a day from the stress. Meditation /prayer and self care is only getting me so far and I’m terrified this baby or me isn’t going to make it to 37w. I feel like I’m just making it so much worse.
By - Brighteyed7542