Swimming in the ocean

Getting older.

The people I love dying

Left wing domestic terrorists.

Death

turning out to be worthless or being a net deficit in the lives of those around me - taking more than I give, being more trouble than I am worth, failing my goals and letting down the people who rely on me

Living past my 20’s without getting any better.

I will hurt someone when I’m drunk / forget to take my meds.

Financial ruin due to a completely foreseeable and preventable situation.

Running with scissors

Being alive

Responsibility and decisions

Guns.

Cats

Dogs, crowds, and driving my car.

Being decapitated by my seat belt.